I wonder

If you forgave me for the things I was too self centered to apologize for
If you were desperate for the attention I demanded
If you were lonely
afraid
or peaceful

I wonder

If you saw the writing on the wall
If you understood
If you were screaming "Help!" or whispering "it's ok."

I wonder

If you felt yourself fading
If you fought or embraced it
If angels were attending
If Jesus met you as you left

I wonder